Estoy olvidando...

Hace casi un año que fui a Argentina. Esta un año entre yo y mi vida alla. Que espantoso. No quiero estar tan lejos de esa. Pero la vida continua. A veces es muy dificil aguantarme en un lugar tan superficial, sofocando, rodeada por tontos a todos lados. Pero despues, recuerdo que puedo. Que no saben nada del mundo exterior. Que no han visto el mundo, otros lugares, culturas, vidas. Y la vida se hace un poco más facil.

Pero otras veces, quiero decirles que sí son todos tontos, que la ropa que lleves no importa, ni el tipo de musica que escuches, ni nada que pase en la secundaria. Quiero gritar hasta que me escuchen. Pero no puedo.

Estoy muy frustrada, y la unica cosa que puedo hacer es esperar a ir a la universidad, y escapar de este colegio maldito.

Ultima entrada...

Bueno, voy a escribir en castellano porque lo extraño tanto...

Vovli a USA hace casi tres semanas, y solo puedo pensar en volver. Extraño Argentina y mis amigos alla tanto. Y estoy celosa de Ari, que todavia esta alla! Que boludo!!! jajaja

Bueno, la vida aca es muy aburrida. No puedo andar para ningun lado porque no conduzco, y todos mis amigos estan de vacaciones, y no hay boliches, ni mate, ni NADA! Que mierda! Estoy tomando clases para aprender como manejar...que aburrido. Y estoy tratando de planear visitas a unas universidades antes de que empieza el cole....AH!

Pero hay cosas buenas tambien...he estado pasando mucho tiempo con mi familia. Y estoy emocionada para el cole (SOLO UN POQUITO) porque voy a estar la mejor en mi clase de español jajajajaja....que boluda que soy!

Bueno....no se que mas puedo decir...solo que extraño Argentina mucho y algun dia voy a volver...Por ahora tengo que aguantarme y hablar a mis amigos de AFS en castellano, que solo ellos pueden entenderme!

Back to the real world?

Yeah. I get it. I'm bad at the whole blog thing. So sue me.

Anyway, things have been going really really well lately. At first they kinda sucked for a while because I was bored and wasn't going to school and wasn't meeting people, but it's all good now. I'm a lot more independent and can kind of do whatever I want, which is really nice. And because I don't have a normal school to go to it just gives me more freedom to do whatever. I've been taking the train in to capital where I'm taking art classes (drawing and sculpture) and they're soo great. I love them, even though I'm the youngest by about ten years at least... I've also become really good friends with Ari (NZ...the New Zealanders love me haha) and a bunch of the other exchange students here in Bs As. They're all so cool and everyone is just chill and gets along really well. The kind of people I wish existed back home. So I've just been chilling, been doing the whole artsy thing, shopping a bit too much probably haha. But seriously everything has finally worked out and is going SUPER well and now I have to leave. :(  I can't even imagine going home at this point. It's like I'm so changed from the person I was, and so I can't picture myself going back to a place that is so UNchanged and just...blah, gross. If it was hard for me to deal with Darien before, I don't know what I'm going to do now haha. So in light of all the growing I've been doing, I have decided I need an exterior to match my new self. So I got a hair cut the other day, and I'm thinking of doing some other things, although I won't say what because I want it to be a surprise, hehe. So you'll have to wait and see....whoever you are...

Sooo yeah, I guess that's about it for now. I don't have too much else to say...

Until next time...

Buenos Aires, Argentina

So it´s been a really long time since I´ve written--again.
I´ve since moved to a different host family in San Isidro (a barrio in northern Buenos Aires, Ar). I was having some problems with my host mom in Uruguay (she was a bitch, basically) so AFS shipped me here. Things have improved A LOT. I really like my family here--mom, dad, sister (Pilar-15), and two brothers (Lars-11, Oliver-5). They´re so nice and I´m getting along with them soo much better than my last family. Pilar is super cool--we hang out and talk all the time. Anyway AFS hasn´t found me a school to go to here yet, so I don´t know if I´ll be able to stay here. I hope I can though because things are going really well.
I´ve been here about a week now, and since I´ve had a lot of free time I´ve been going into Buenos Aires centro a lot to meet up with other exchange students. I went to la Feria de Libros which is the biggest book fair in Latin/South America--it was super nerdy but super cool. All these artists and authors speak there too, and I went to go see Marta Minujin (look her up) who is this INSANE performance artist (ie: she dropped a bunch of live chickens out of a plane, built a parthanon out of books, etc.). I´ve also done some shopping in Palermo which is like THE shopping district in Bs As (although I didn´t buy anything...except a Borges book haha).
Anyways, not much else is new.
Another update in another month or so probably haha....

Los otros estudiantes...

This weekend the other exchange students came to visit from Montevideo (Hannah--US, Ian and Julia--Germany). It was SOOO MUCH FUN! They got here Saturday morning around eleven and Julia stayed in my house so we hung out a bit and got to know each other. They all have been here since August so they speak perfect Spanish! It was a little hard/embarrassing for me to speak with Julia because she speaks so well! But she was super nice and cool. I showed her a bunch of pictures and then we had lunch (milanesas--mmm haha). Then after we all got together and drove to Punta Ballena which has AMAZING views and we saw Casa Pueblo (I had already been there, but it was cool to see it again). We tried to see if we could get a free tour but we couldn't so we left and drove up this other hill-thing to see Las Cumbres which is a really nice hotel on the top of a superrr high hill where you can see basically everything. Buuuut there was a wedding going on so we couldn't go in. And Elbio (my liaison) showed us this spot on the way up the hill where you go up a small incline and stop your car at a certain spot, turn it off and put it in neutral and it'll move backwards up the hill on its own! They say it's either a magnetic charge or an optical illusion--I'm still not sure but it was really cool! Then Elbio showed us this mountain called Pan de Azucar (Sugar Loaf) which apparently aligns with two other mountains (one in Africa and one somewhere else) in the world with the same names. It's believed that they were all part of the same chain millions of years ago when all the continents were connected (Pangea or whatever it's called). It was pretty cool. Then we drove around central Maldonado and then to Punta del Este where we were going to get churros but the store was closed (everything was closed haha!). So instead we went to a flea market type thing (but not haha) and there was a ton of cool jewelry and stuff. Then we all went back to our respective houses to rest before we went to my friend Mariana's house (Claire's host sister) for asado. Everyone was there, including some of my other friends (Belen, Gonzalo, Juan and Agusto). It was soo much fun and the asado was SOO good! We stayed until about 12:30 and then went home because we were all exhausted. Then today we drove to La Barra and went to Rosario's house (one of the other liaisons). We walked along the beach a bit and then had lunch and walked some more haha. Then we all drove to Jose Ignacio and climbed up this famous lighthouse. It was SOOO WINDY AND COLD at the top but SOO AMAZING!!! The water was such a dark blue and the waves were so rough and there were a tons of dark and light clouds overhead--so beautiful! I didn't get any pictures because I forgot my camera but Claire is going to send me some :) . Then we drove back to Punta and went to the mall to hang out and get a snack. Hannah (the girl from Maine) had to leave early because she lives in La Paz which is a little north of Montevideo and so she had to get two buses. Then Ian and Julia left around seven. I already miss them! It was so much fun but Claire and I are going to visit them in Montevideo some other weekend! Also, next weekend I'm going to try to go to a concert in Montevideo with Claire, Mari and Belen but I don't think we'll have time to visit them...

To make a veryy long story short: this weekend was AMAZING. Meeting the other students has made me so much more enthusiastic about this whole experience (not to mention it had helped my Spanish a lot!) and now I seriously want to stay for a whole year. I'm going to see if there's some way I can work it out because four and a half months just totally is not enough time!!!

Chauu, Ellen